Emotional instability means,
I don’t need a reason to be upset,
To be god-damned angry,
And you and I both know,
No matter how much I take it out on you,
It’s really me I hate.
This isn’t chess against myself,
Whoever wins,
I lose.
Emotional instability means,
My reasons don’t have to make sense,
Because I don’t understand either.
And I’m as bad as I am,
Because it scares the shit out of me.
Because I don’t know what to do.
There is no real set way forward.
There’s no tracks to follow.
