What I’m really trying to say is,
I don’t really know what I’m trying to say.
last few days I’ve been trying real hard.
decided I was gonna figure a few things,
I was gonna make a few good choices.
gonna try that whole dating thing.
got myself tinder from the play store.
gonna try that whole focus on the fun.
gonna try.
cut my hair,
cut my own hair.
trying.
but I keep trying to find someone like you.
‘n part of me wonders if I have to settle.
over something as trivial as distance.
probably.
probably a bad idea.
happen when I keep thinking.
don’t mind me.
-i’ve just always liked you, you know-
‘n it’s probably that I’m scared,
for whatever reason,
‘n it’s probably not even crossed your mind.
‘n is my anxiety bothering you yet?
bothers me.
