And it’s always, always about the moving up,the getting better. just, just a few more years, crinkled words from crinkled lips and hands.Sometimes. Sometimes I went over, just because you share your liquor, and I listened to you flirt and flirt, and I got us both drunk enough to sleep, alone.
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Tinder (2015)
now taking applicants. -looking for full time -previous experience is not required -must be a person person. (the singular is not a typo) -must be comfortable with long periods of eye contact -willing to adapt to your schedule -competitive pay (in exchanged services …
To My Unborn Children (2013)
If I ever face the fear of children again,I know I will love them more than anything. I know this because my child, William,though he was never more than blood,has taken more from me than anyone. I will fight anyone,Including myself,For the benefit of my children. They are worth more than a thousand times me. …
To the 71 notes of “The Taste of Giving Up” (2013)
The Taste of – Fuck that, I’m not giving up. Now you can’t blame me for enjoying a little self wallow now and then,It helps to distill the blood,But now that I’m back to pumping hundred-proof–honest-to-god more flammable than a grain elevator on a dry summer day,you and I need to have a little talk …
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Things I Think About At Night (2013)
So,I’m alone,And I’m completely okay with that,But that scares me. Someone somewhere told me,That isn’t what I should want. So I want more,And it doesn’t sit well. You’re beautiful,And you sound beautiful,And you think beautiful,I just … I don’t want your company,At least not for more than the night.
Three Stanzas on Whiskey Buying Concerns. (2013)
Every time I walk to the liquor store,I worry the cashier will question the frequency of my visits. I think I could shut up anyone with,“I lost my child, let me drink” But I wonder if it would be easier to say I like to party.At least that would be the end of the conversation.
Thunder Smile (2013)
Ain’t it shit though,when you’re chewin’ thunderstorms like bubble-gum,lightnin’ crackin’ through your teeth,like you crack ice-cubes, trying to sharpen yourself,glean a-bit of the just-a-bit betters. Ain’t it, ain’t it though–Just a bit shit? Ain’t like you asked for this,like you wanted it.Why the fuck, why the hell,why in the god-damn-fucking-hell,do you have to deal with …
They Call it an Old Soul (2013)
I’m tired.I’m tired of drinking alone,And being okay with that. I’m tired.I’m tired of loving children,And knowing I’ll never be strong enough to try to have my own,Again. I’m tired.I’m tired of looking at love stories,And seeing where they fail,Where I failed,Again and again. I’m tired.I’m tired of finding people who admire me,After the fact,When …
The truth about my sex-life (2013)
You know,My roommate had his “red wings” I don’t think I could ever have that.To ever see myself drenched in blood again. Women may be hornier on their periods,but I lost my child. Please, if you ever consider fucking me,remember that. The last time I was soaked in blood,I lost a child. I can’t help …
The Wave Crashed Mania (2015)
Darling.I’m scared.This ship is set sail,and not even the captain can say to where. The stewards keep stuffing me with handfuls of dramamine,but the seas still sway,and the sick still stays.Those pills just blend the days. I’ve tried that drum dull chatting,with which all the wallows seem to partake,but those chats all seem well rutted,and …
